feeling:  in the highest of spirits
listening to: my itunes dance hits mix


I am in the BEST mood ever! So i thought i would change the pace a little bit and write during a time when i was happy, rather than contemplative or sad... although its much more difficult. 

Rocked my 8am exam's face off today.  And I was up until 3am in martin and scotts watching animal house.  it was Brilliant.  absolutely brilliant.  Then i got my paper back.... and thats right.... i got an A+.  Eat that mr. conway. And then in english i picked a really good theme to write my next contextual analysis essay on that I think will be really really interesting.  I'm stoked.  School took a turn for the better today.  Though arts still bites. 

My retreat this weekend was awesome, and i really really feel like i am growing in my relationship with God.  It's starting to become a daily thing, where I can feel his presense with me at all times, not just the bad ones, and not just the ones in which i am looking for him.  I met alot of cool people too. 

Boys are going alright.  I'm in martin and scotts room everyday, but its so much fun.  I wish I was meeting more new people though.  I'll look into it.    

Alex is pissed at me... i think.  I don't really know because he's not as blunt about stuff like that so he wont just call me and tell me like i did with him.  But, its his call on this one just like it was mine last time... so all i can do is wait i guess.  He hung up on me two nights ago.  I really dont know what he could be mad at though.  I tried to fit in with his friends, i really was trying much more and it was going better.  So I hang out with my group of friends more than his.... sorry.... i mean... thats why theyre my group of friends :)  I hate it because im becoming cynical, just look at me.  oh well. 

there is a bird right outside my window chirping!!! its cool, though all of a sudden quite annoying.

oh! and i finally saw moulin rouge.  I liked it alot alot alot.  martin and scott sing the love song as a duet... it is quite histerical.

I still miss everyone alot.  My sister, my family, bridget, meghyn, and alex martinez a ton.  :( 

we are taking dan to the mall to get his hair cut today and I am going shopping for my brothers birthday.  Its his 21st so im going to buy him a really nice set of wine glasses.  Im gonna take a four hour nap first :)