Alex P wrote me a poem and left it on my car at 3:30 in the morning so that i got it on my way to work friday.  It was so sweet I had tears in my eyes.  It is by far one of the sweetest things someone has ever done for me.  The whole poem was about how glad he is that we're best friends and how much he loves me.  I do not know what i would do without that kid and I am so glad at how close we have grown over the past 4 years.  Tuesday night we are going to go to the mountain one last time for old times' sake and watch the sun rise.  And I'm gonna see him at Andys tonight.

Last night i went to a barbaque which was alot alot of fun.  And another party that wasnt at all.

Today is andy smiths birthday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY!!! Tonight is his shindiggity and cristen kern's party... both of which i am looking forward to.  I have four more days with some friends i will not see for quite some time.  I'm going to take advantage of my time with them.  Tonight should be hella fun and I've gotten pretty dressed up... though im brining pajama pants in case i get uncomfortable. 

With each day comes new fears, new anxieties, but new excitements too.  I am scared to the bone, but more excited than most anything I have ever done in my whole life.  And im not even going out of state.



i took that dammit.  He is soooo hot.  What a great concert.  Bridge, if you cant find anyone to go with you are flying to phoenix or tucson and seeing it with me.  Fallout boy and northstay and straylight run!!!! THERE WILL BE NO BETTER CONCERT EVER.