I have realized that by going away, I am truly going to be living for myself - as an adult.  I found this out yesterday when I learned I have to buy, pack, and move everything to college myself.  Most of the people I know... their mom has done most everything (though most of the people I know are guys).  But I learned that not only does my family not have time to help me shop for all the items I still need... but i get to pack them all up and have my neighbor (old friend that goes there too) drive me down.  That is right.  Neither my mom nor my dad is actually taking me to college.  They will both be working.  And my brother will already be out there.  I was excited because next week I don't have to work anymore so I could stay out late, wake up early, and have nothing to do.  Scratch that -because I will be working my ass off getting ready for college.  I'm still stoked though.  I need to make a list of everything I need.

Tonight at least i go lap top shopping with my pops.

and tomorrow my boys get home!!! so I can finally see them before i leave, and they leave :(

Its almost as if i miss everyone already.  I need to see lots of people before they (And i) leave.  Martinez, Bridget, Tricia, Patty B, Kyle, Andy and Travis, Ami.  And more i cant think of off the top of my head.