Entry: if you want my autobiography.... maybe just ask me Wednesday, August 11, 2004



I'de like to think i do not care what you think of me - but i do.  Your words cut me deep like a thin blade to the back of my hand.

Tonight I'm spent
Pretend this razor is your lips
You're finding ways to kiss
(Ways to kiss me)
Deeply on the wrists

You're right about one thing.  Your not worth it.  So i guess i'll toss the laughing conversations out the window and let the smiles merely hold their memory within me.  Theyll probably stop now that you've got me so figured out. I hope they fade. Flatter yourself and think you know exactly who i am.  You've pin pointed me into this little corner of what i'm about while you sure as hell no nothing as to who you are.  Why dont you put your shattered pieces back together before you smash me on the floor.  Thats what always happens.  I've always wished i could write like Pete Wentz (read his latest enty bridge? damn what a lyrical genius).  But I don't want to be like him.  He writes from such a vulnerable and almost pathetic standpoint, and thats just not me.  I hold grudges, I don't forget what people say, and i take things to heart.  I'm bitter.... and I cant wait to see the look on your face when you realize you lost me.  Then maybe you'll miss all the things that were really the reason you loved me in the first place.  Spare me and let me sit on the sidelines and watch the drama unfold.  I've taken myself out of your little game.


Morgan

The salt is set with open wounds
Doused and fresh

   4 comments

morgan
August 11, 2004   07:17 PM PDT
 
well they would be the two best guesses :) they would be the two people that create the most drama in my life. Actually, it was mostly stream of conscious writing not even completely directed at him. I would like to suggest drag queen bingo on sunday... i want to go once before i skip town :)

M
bridget
August 11, 2004   06:10 PM PDT
 
andy was my second guess!
morgan
August 11, 2004   05:39 PM PDT
 
hahahaha, i love the assumption. But alas, it doesnt. This has to do with Andy telling me he doesnt know why he loves me. I was pissed. I am pissed still.

I will buy his book too.

Mike has been surprisingly 100% sweet to me lately. Its a change of pace.

Morgan :)
bridget
August 11, 2004   01:39 PM PDT
 
i saw it. he does have a way with words. i'll buy his book.

i don't know what this is about but if i had to guess i'd say it starts with an m and ends with an ike?

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