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I'm gonna stay 18 forever
So we can stay like this forever
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
i would turn away the world just to have you here with me tonight
Listening to: Scratch - Allister
Feeling - productive!!!! Its a new concept for me as of late
I really should update more. Just cuz i havent been able to get myself to write lately, and i do want a record of what i go through. I dunno... helps me figure stuff out when i look back and see what i wrote.
College has taken a turn for the best i suppose. I decided that it's stupid to not hang out with a group of friends just because they are my old friends and i was so adement about meeting new people. I finally found some people i truly truly believe i fit in with and am not faking my way through life. I'm not going to throw that away because im "supposed" to meet a million new people. The old ones are just as good, which is something i never believed i would hear myself say. If you knew the history and the amount of people i've been through... you'd be surprised too.
Jen and I baked dan cookies today and each made him a card to make him feel better. He had a pretty rough day yesterday cause of certain stuff. I really think it made him smile. I love the feeling of making someone else smile :) The whole thing made my week. Though I still feel horrible and want to do everything I can for him.
I've gotten a ton of new music lately, specially from nate down the hall. I need to listen to it all now. I got all three alkaline trio cd's, i got dirt bike annie, and you will know us by the trail of the dead, bouncing souls, and some pixies hits. Some of its really good... like alkaline.
I have to miss the starting line concert!!!!!! I've been looking forward to it since like june, but they put it on a monday and what else is on mondays but confirmation. And i cant miss a class or i have to start all over again in the spring, because its only like an 8 week class. I've waited for 3 years to do this, and I KNOW... I KNOOOOW this is God testing me. Which is worth more to me... God or Music, and where as it shouldnt be a tough choice it is. Merely because i havent been to a concert in soooo long, and I always feel good afterwards and it would just help me relax. But dammit, I'm getting confirmed. I've talked to God and I know its what I'm supposed to do. I guess I'll catch the teeny bopper starting line yellowcard show in late november. yuck.
But! I am getting confirmed! Brandon and I actually had this amazing religious debate/discussion a few nights ago, and I am just really really trying to get my faith back on track and I know I can do it. So, I am really really excited actually. If you wanna come its november 6th at the 5 15 newman center mass. Though i dont think anyone that can come actually reads this. Actually, i think its pretty much brandon and bridget. what studs. Its cuz i write so flipping much.
My sister has been scaring me lately. I love her more than life itself and would give my life to make her feel better. I really hope she can get better. I miss her so much. I miss my dog still too :) I'm homesick as I have been since day uno.
I met an awesome guy. I think i like him... but i dunno yet. Time shall tell I suppose. But he's great to hang out with. I'm actually staying ahead in most of my homework because I have like two large papers, one small paper, a project outline, a quiz, and a test all next week. Whic is more than ever because this school is seemingly ridiculously easy. I'm not complaining... really... its a wonderful break from last year.
Alright, well, I'm gonna take my daily two hour nap. Find comfort in knowing that I miss you. I hate the cologne "Curves". It still makes me think of him.
Vivaciously,
Morgan
I love to look into your big brown eyes
they talk to me and seem to hypnotize
and say the things nobody dares to say
And I'm not about to let you fly away
I love you cause your dueces are wild
Posted at 03:19 pm by Morgan
 | | | brandon
September 17, 2004 10:01 PM PDT
haha, i only wish i was joking about abercrombie. actually, i only wear hollister now....and i dont care. i LOVE hollister....old hollister, new stuff kinda sucks. they always have Mission Beach shirts and i was there, gotta support MB. im such a poser. haha, no, i wear everything and anything. i fit to no mold.
you rock...in response to everything you said. definitely keep me updated on everything. ask me anything, as random as possible. if i dont know, and i probably dont, ill try to find out.
jeeez, my responses are so long. anyways, DUDE, OC ON DVD OCT 26! FREAKIN A! | |
| | | morgan
September 16, 2004 01:03 PM PDT
Brandon,
that would be really creepy if someone was living through this. I LOVED what you wrote yesterday... answering all those questions, i havent made it through them all yet just because its mondo mondo long and i want to soak it all in... but your points are excellent. We shall have to have another discussion later. My faith grows more and more everyday, and in part it is due to your inspiration because of how deep yours is. I want that. I really do and I know I can work towards it. I had it once so I know its possible. Thus, you inspire me more than you know as well.
and as to you being non-emo... good luck :) abercrombie? tell me your joking...
its awesome that you looked everything up like that. Real dedication to something you love totally pays off.
Morgan
ps. I got a million new cds through ourtunes. Finch, cake, early november, old jimmy, jack johnson, and a million more... ill share what i think of them with you later | |
| | | brandon
September 15, 2004 11:26 PM PDT
515 newman center? i'm there. look for me. i'll be the non-emo kid, in abercrombie & hollister clothes, probably singing a song, perhaps "california waiting" by the horrible kings of leon. nah, you'll be in my prayers though.
i must say, our convo the other night inspired me...to know more. to understand why i believe what i do and why i should have a biblical answer to everything i have an opinion on. so i spent lots of yesterday and the day before looking up stuff, reading through a book and taking to heart what you said.
i sincerely believe your heart is in the right place, i think you'll find what you're looking for if you keep doing it God's way, not mine or yours, not Campus Crusade for Christ's or the Catholic church's. God works in different ways for us all, he'll tell you what you need to hear if you truly want to know and ask.
thanks for doing more than you probably know........and i know there's someone besides me or bridget reading this right now, madly in love with you, living through your blogs. hahaha. lets hope not actually.
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